The World You Love

I think this blog has unfortunately become yet another metaphor for my life, at least the writing side of it. I too soon have become obsessed with something else. Well I can still escape to this blog when I feel vaguely creative. I think that makes it slightly postmodern. The postmodern has taken over in my writing lately. I started writing a postmodern love story. It's currently 1800 words but I think it could be rewritten in greater detail. I toyed with turning it into a script, but I definitely don't have the discipline to do that. Well for the moment I will move between this blogging world where I can pretend I am some kind of writer, and the real world where I can be a bit of a mess at times. Could be worse.

Passing Me By

As is fitting for a blog with this name I feel a bit like a rainbow today. Basically I'm happy but sad and I reckon when you smile while you're crying, you create a rainbow. I tried to make myself grasp life a bit more recently, to go 'fuck it' and jump on opportunities. Thinking about what's gonna happen in the future, I'm deciding I might take life routes which are a bit more out there and risky, but in terms of right now, I can't go 'fuck it' just yet. I'm still scared and apparently willing to let opportunity pass me by. Still I feel happy for some reason. It's good.