Passing Me By

As is fitting for a blog with this name I feel a bit like a rainbow today. Basically I'm happy but sad and I reckon when you smile while you're crying, you create a rainbow. I tried to make myself grasp life a bit more recently, to go 'fuck it' and jump on opportunities. Thinking about what's gonna happen in the future, I'm deciding I might take life routes which are a bit more out there and risky, but in terms of right now, I can't go 'fuck it' just yet. I'm still scared and apparently willing to let opportunity pass me by. Still I feel happy for some reason. It's good.